January 2009
33 posts
JennyRose
Her mom: Whats on your face
Jenny: Its EYELINER!
Her mom: okay its eyeliner..
chrisia: AHHH! jenny has a penis on her face and "paulo" on her forehead
dont get caught up.
today [; good day. lots of risk.. “you turned your ninong into a bakla!” AHAH fuckin shit.. okay, im hella not drunk this is bullshit, i need to lower my tolerance, were outta alchy.. and i gotta watch jenny… andddddddd MY HOUSE BETTER NOT SMELL LIKE =] thanks mahal, your the best, thanks for a good night.. love you. okay… so if that last sentence made no sense, yehhh were...
January 27 '09
so today was alright. i looked cute today at school, kinda. i dressed up. HAHA like in a dress and everything. it was cool, i did something cool at westmoor today for a brat named michael. whatever, am i regreting right now? idk. he liked my poster tho. AHAH.. and then wow, i saw J_____ at practice today. kinda akward, made it hella akward for me ever since… yehh. he just came back from the...
esimorp pt 3.
i will always, no matter who is there, no matter the situation, keep the promise in mind. as long as your down, best remember im always down for YOU.
ilyimy<3 =/
breaks my
so, i did the duty =/ sucks tho, havent cried over another person other than ____ in years! like literrally. it hurt to have to let her go, and like wow all i could say after was, ________ please dont fuck me over. like over and over and over til i got home. then i got inspired to write a poem.. short one, but still. it’ll go up probably tomorrow. tomorrows boutta be hella cute ! =] i...
Bolivia
sooooo i miss her ass[literally], and shes gonna visit me. shes a hottie. LET ME GET AT YOU THO! YOU KNOW YOU WOULD MAKE MY PROBLEMS WITH THESE PEOPLE DISAPPEAR [; your fuckin great..
Bolivia: S’kay, you can get at my ass when i see you..since you know you do love my ASS. & when i said ass i literally meant my ass(; Kreesha: RAWR! OH YES that ass. omggg. *drool Bolivia: juhs take a...
Her: well just pick whoever will make u happy.
Her: im just hoping you will pick the right one who will be for you
Me: =/
Her: well i know you're having a hard & confusing time but i wont give up on u though
Her: *sighs =/
Her: can i call you...?
Me: im in the computer room
Her: okay...i cant really talk about this through aim thats why
Take 4.5
WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS THING! IVE TYPED THIS OVER HELLA ALREADY! IM HELLA IRRITATED! TUMBLR IS DOING ME WRONG, ANYWAY:
i hope i chose the right person, she was absolutely amazing, and wow. im not sure what it is that i see in you right now, but i hope i didnt make the wrong choice. please dont fuck me over for someone else, especially NOW THAT YOUR… -_____- idk what to do.
i digg you...
So, i am torn.. i really am. i mean wow at first it was like, i was gettin zero.. and now.. im stuck. like really i am. really great people in their own ways. i dont know what to do. and of course im still stuck in box one, and now theres box two, three, and since recently four. a box needs to be straight forward with me, because at this point, its really confusing. like it seems like it, but its...
esimorp pt 2
cant help it, i fuckin miss you. =/
cute emails from you tho <333
ps: ilyimy.
esimorp
nothing can ever change the way i feel for you, and i will never let things change. no matter who comes in and out of my life, we’ve already discussed that you were made for me, and i found it all in you. just remember everything we’ve talked about, nothings changed. your always in my mind, and theres always a space for you in my heart, its on you; or me and when im at the right age...
chance
so is it me, or do you all see it too. im noticing a great change in the entertainment industry, SLOWLY, but i see it! i think its almost there, Filipinos are gettin it! So lets go back to the folks that are half filipino- Cassie, Apl.de.ap, Vanessa Minnillo, Rob Schneider. Like Wow i mean, big named people, and how many people knew they were half filipino? Not too many. Okay lets go to my...
“nagugutom na ako”
– Filipino Guy on Skittles Commercial
Inauguration of number 44
So today was something quite spectacular, wont you say? The 44th president, and hes half black. Damn, so after all the cruel,ignorant, hate crimes, its about time we saw a something worth that pain. Who would have ever thought that in our lifetime, we would encounter a president that doesnt fufill the so called “white supremacy” that this country, in my opinion, is built on. To me,...
i wanna be more..
so i believe i may be feelin you. more than i thought i should… tell me is this something that should be forbidden, idk idk idk<3 AAHAH idk what to do, your something else, and thats why i wanna be more.
whack ass entry, i know, but shoot i dont even know what to say to not make it obvious. but oh well, time to play scrabble..
EYE 2nd Annual Showcase
Expressing Youth Elements 2nd Annual Hip Hop Showcase
..WAS CRACKIN. hella great success, like you dont even understand ! it felt hella good to have that place sold out. i wonder if people got turned away too, hmm. so it was such a great turn out. all the spoken word artist were so unbelievable. all touching on contraversies many would be like “omg their talking about ______”....
Rollercoaster.
So life truely is a rollercoaster, especially after experiencing this week.
So on monday-wednesday i was hella trippin already bout paying for my phone. then on Thursday, my manager calls me and says my paycheck came in HELLA HAPPY. then i actually check my paycheck, 63.88 -___- hella annoyed. so i payed off my phone. Tell me why later that night i had hella fun with fusion [like always] then i...
Oh!
whoa whoa, i have too much to be saying OH about today. AHAH wow, first lips.. then the her. AHH OH! wow, so saturday might be interesting for me. he needs to get off my grill, and i apologize for this being the only way. hmmm, imma have a good sleep tonight. OH! =]
Hella Annoyed
showcase is on friday, and i gotta admit i made a pretty cute lookin program, ahahha! but fuckin computers are cock blockin me HARD!! so i cant print it, but i hella wanna see the final fuckin product already, UGH i hate this shit.. but fuck, im hella trippen over somethin hella mi-nute and shit, fuck. i needa grow up. ahahah
entry twelve, get in straight
i never said i hated you. do you understand all the bullshit youve put me through in the past close to two years, and i still dont hate you.. ive said it once, but we’ve discussed that before, i cant hate you. on the real, as much as i should- thru all that pain and tears i still cant do it. everyones telling me to leave, but THEY dont understand. but im starting to get the feeling that your...
entry eleven, work.
fuck, i need a new job. im so not satisfied at macys watch repair. its such a bullshit ass job. and i dont even get paid good enough to be dealing with all the shit i do there. like on the reals, i do almost the same work as my manager and im working with thousand dollar watches and all im gettin paid is a little over minimum wage, which is only fifty cents more. like thats fuckin ridiculous. i...
entry ten, the promise.
Hmm, i’m starting to miss you again. I thought i was good without you, i know i am for a short while, then when it comes to that moment, i’m stuck thinking about you.. and everything we’ve ever encountered and had planned. I wonder somedays if i ever cross your mind, even for a second. i mean even if its something little, like you see a duck.. hehe. i dont know though. am i...
entry nine, oobwen.
damn can i get a “mahh bad”. ahah gettin it. so anyway, i know its bad, and i know its the same situation as before, but i mean only difference is: im on the happy end of the spectrum. like could it not get any better? could i not be any happier? ahah, fu’rill tho, dont i finally deserve something good?
Oh yeh todays mine and joshua jayden’s 5 year anniversary, i love you...
entry eight, Can complete my life..
1) have my own star named after me
2) to get three yellow roses and one blue rose
3) touch the top of an active volcano
4) disney cruise/disneyworld
5) watch the sunset and sunrise right after the other
6) donate one of my body parts
7) feed children of a foreign country
8) touch the seven continents
9) see a blue footed duck
10) skydiving/river rafting/
11) learn a really foreign language
12)...
entry seven?, the sum up.
WINTERBREAK WAS CRACKIN! it started with Speak up and speak out, it was arrite. AHAHAH then SFC presents: reason for the season, CRACKIN! =] it was such a good turn out, too bad it was free -___- frankie from adobo street hosted, chris ex next phaze did my sounds, chrisiamarie danced a few times [oh thats me(:] jricz was there, new junior fusioners debut performance, and others, hella fun. then...
Listen
“Can love defy fate to fulfill a promise?”
– Filipino Movie- The Promise
entry six, promise.
how long does a promise last until its breakable? isnt it something that last for all time, and nothing can get in its way? how can you tell if someones going to break their promise to you, but you never broke theres? is it fair? damnit, stupid love movies, makes me think.
entry five, seven pounds/rant.
what isnt the typical love story nowadays, aint it the type that they started out as high school sweethearts, then they leave, then over time they come back to each other? typical right? how bout the type of love story when theres a guy who loves you, and your dying, and he gives u his heart, like literally. its shit like that that makes me believe that almost anything is possible. its the shit...
entry four, the new year.
09onmine. right? but by far, ive had a pretty whack ass year. but i act as if one day can really affect my whole year, but shit its gonna be that way pretty damn soon. so i GOTTA LIVE IT NOW. new years eve, didnt do shit, stayed in my room til about 1145, hella annoyed. so i decided, fuck this- lets drink by myself, i dont give a fuck. hella sucks tho, i got shitfaced all to my lonesome. double...